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Wednesday, 17 December 2008

Surprise.... =)

Louis surprised me yesterday and today... Snuck out, away from his parents to go to his friends haws just to chat with me and see me online... Really made me cry yesterday though... Although it was only for a short time.... He really made my day with the little surprise....

"You never fail to put a smile on my face when I'm sad..... I love you..."

Monday, 15 December 2008

Missing you like crazy....

It's been 3 days since I last got to see Louis online.... And as much I've kinda gotten used to not having him beside me, its kinda hard especially now that he's back in Aussie for his graduation and everything... no access to the internet for 2 weeks.... I've never thought it be so hard... Missing someone so so bad... I mean.. I've kinda been in this situation before... But this time its so so much different....

Well... Gotta be strong... Sighs....

"Thanks baby for being truthful to me... For not keeping secrets from me and assuring me of your love for me....You mean the world to me...."

Monday, 08 December 2008

Love With No Boundaries....

I used to think that its not possible to experience what I'm experiencing now.... I mean.... When u start loving someone you've always had the "what if's" in mind cos you don't wanna ruin the friendship that you've had for 8 years.

8 long years that we've known each other, 8 years he's like me and me for 6.... People have come and go in our lives and still... he's still the one... Who was to think that I never really had to look so hard when he was there all along.... Through my good and bad times.... my nonsense and my bad habits he's seen and never once commented.... never failing to call when I was at my worse point without me even contacting him... its like he has ESP or something....

I guess this is what you call true love.... I mean... We've hardly been physically together, but it feels as if we've been in a relationship for a really really long time.... It's hard now for me that we're apart.... me here in Philippines and he back home in Singapore.... But somehow... my heart is at ease.... Its jus that I'm really really missing him so so much..... It's gonna take a lot of effort and trust to have this work out... But I'm set on making this work.... They say distance makes the heart grow fonder... and it really does... to the point that its caused me to appreciate every minute we had with each other.... Most importantly, taught me not to tke him for granted....

Hardly can you ever find someone have the relationship we have..... A partner, best friend, confidante and the one to have and love.... Its like we were really meant to be... What I'm feeling now is so much different from the past relationships i've had.... Its like its just so easy to love him but yet in a way a journey i'm excited to look forward to have but yet.... We have this obstacle again to face... The distance.... But as he promised.....

"I've lost you once, but now that I have you, I won't let distance be the factor for me to lose you again... I'll do everything I can to make this work.... You're the one I truly love...'"

I love you my dearest.... Just longing for the day that we'll be together again.....

Thanks for the most memorable 10 days of my life with you...
Boracay..... I'll always remember.... =)

Tuesday, 22 January 2008

Confusion....Arrgghh...

Have you ever been in the position where ur a bum and no one wants to hire you? and at a change of luck, everyone wants you to work for them????

Thats whats happening to me... I was all happy already after my interview with citibank here in Philippines..... Was hired on the spot.... Was all happy and settled when I suddenly got a call from Ministry of Foreign Affairs (Singapore) to go for tests and interview this friday...... Its like WTF!!!! U know wat i mean... its like 3 days away.... No. 1..... No more air ticket..... No. 2...... Wat if I go back and i dun get the job.... and citibank here calls me to start work when I'm there.... I'm like so screwed right!!!

Had a talk with dad.... I had to choose... either fly back, take the test, and if i dun get it, stay in Singapore and find another job, n not come back to Philippines..... It's like, i lose my family and my bf... but i get my friends back but still gotta find a job....... The other was to stay here, start my Citibank job.... And according to dad, if i do well at my position, i'll be traveling quite a lot.... that means higher salary etc...... But, i can't see my friends.......

I was really upset cos i thought i could go back and try for the job.... at the same time catch up with Maybel, Ernie, Pat Mei, P'Kor, etc...... But i realize, that now that i have my own job, i can go back next time with my own money and not have them make noise....... well, its a sacrifice i have to make...... But i really thank God for answering my prayers

Well, my dear girls.... will see u all soon ok... i promise....

Luv u all!!!

Saturday, 05 January 2008

New Year In The Philippines!

Hey guys,
Sorry for the late entry.... Anyways, here is what New Year is like here in the Philippines.... Kids playing with fire crackers, flares, mini fireworks/big fireworks, mini rockets, etc..... It was actually pretty scary as some were faulty and explode the moment u light it even though its suppose to burn for a few seconds before exploding... I was so scared for the little kids seeing that many lost their fingers and some toes reported on the news on Christmas.... Yes it is fun, and nice to see the fireworks showering in the sky... But the danger is there...

Every house had there own pyrotechnics regardless big or small... here's a little video clip for u guys.... The fireworks came from my neighbor 5 houses down... Anyways... Hope u guys had a great new year....

Luv ya guys